Love,
I wish I could write this by hand and deliver it in person. Ironic with its neat and tidy folds only to be opened to illegible handwriting. But until I can once again embrace your physical being this will have to do. I wanted to write and attempt to express my level of thankfulness I have for you. Last night I panicked. And you calmed me down. You reminded me of God's love, of who He is, and how He is all we need. You need. I need. You may not have realized my lack of words that followed. All I could think of was how amazing you are. And that here I am, this girl who has been praying and praying for years now to find someone to truly grow in Christ with, is now sitting in front of this boy, this Godly man, sharing my fears, my doubts, my love, and simply my heart, and he is taking it all in while reminding me of who God is and who we are suppose to be in Him. And he is giving me hope in life, something I have lacked for quite some time, simply by being with and in his Father. It brings tears to my eyes every night to be able to pray for you and thank God for bringing you into my life. To cry in happiness brings an overwhelming joy I cannot even begin to express in words. Every day our Father uses you to teach me, to challenge me. And that...is all I could ever ask for. I love you.
~Me
